Since I’m unable to find a girlfriend due to Asperger’s, does it prove Jesus died for nothing?

I’m 29 and have never had a date because of my social awkwardness. I hate God and don’t care about anything with the Bible. Like if I get rebuked, I’ll say the word is “rebook”. “Hilton, I rebook you in the name of GeeZuss”.

I’m not good at flirting or emotional teasing because I’m a left-brained introvert who was a math major. I can’t party because I don’t like alcohol or loud noises. I’m not built for this world and God is not blame. I tried everything I could to improve myself and nothing ever worked.

Since I’m unable to find a girlfriend due to Asperger’s, does it prove Jesus died for nothing?
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