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I have a very big bill of 30k. I recently quit the school so I can get a full time job, but it takes to long. I want to attend school in September again. Till then I want to pay my bills because it makes me depressed. Working full time isn't enough. I can pay the half of my bills in 1 Year of working full time.

The only solution would be tantra massaging I know a place we're I made 30k in 6 months and is still good. I don't had sex with anyone.

The clue is that my boyfriend knows about my bill and he supports me mentally to get through this and even pay the vet bills. I'm very thankful because my pets are not at fault for my bills. He will get it back.

I'm very stressed out knowing that 10hours of work don't add up to the full amount and time I need to pay off the bills.

He told me he is okay with the massage but deep down I'm afraid he won't be able to comprehend it and eventually leave.

So what should I do..

I AM DONE. So her and I met up yesterday because it was our day off. She had sympathy for the death of my grandparents. So we went to the movies because she wanted to cheer me up and not sulk and mope all day and it won't do any good.
After the move and lunch we went to the ice cream place and she looked at me. She got frustrated and scolded, “Why do you still look moody? Is this what your grandpa would have wanted? To be sad all the time and cry? I am trying VERY VERY VERY hard to cheer you up and you don’t seem to appreciate! Look people die. We’re not going to be around forever. We’re NOT! At least show some appreciation and buck up. BUCK THE HELL UP!!!” And she shoved me and stormed off to the bathroom.”
I was shocked and everyone say the whole thing and looked at me. I just put my head down. Then I got so angry and when she came outside when she saw me with my things I scolded what the hell is her problem and screaming at me when I just lost my grandpa last week was uncalled for and very insensitive. Then she yelled, “Okay? What did you expect me to say? It’s the truth which you are too immature to handle. That I’m sorry for your loss? People die so there’s no use of crying! He’s dead he was old! He isn’t coming back GET OVER IT ALREADY!! And shoved me.
I went off on her, “That does it! I have had it with you!!! I’ve had a lot of insensitive people in some of my family and I don’t need this shit from you! You’re supposed to be my friend but I guess you don’t know how a damn thing about being one and empathy! Next time you see me, don’t look at me, you see my number, don’t call me, lastly don’t even come near me because this friendship is OVER! I AM DONE!” I grabbed my things, purposely numbed into her and left just in time for my Uber life to take me home.
I don’t know what she did after but I didn’t care.