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Option A:
- Take out crypto at. 2.5mil but pay a few hundred thousand in capital gains tax.
- pay off all joint debt with partner
- buy a house with a basement suite to rent out when the market was the best it's been in years
- start a joint business with partner to receive opportunities for tax write-offs
- take your terminally ill mother traveling and buy things she needs to make her house safer and more accessible
- get a dog
- get married
- travel the world while being debt-free and making extra money from rent
- have amazing sex on every continent with high school sweetheart (who has only ever had sex with you.)
- have lots of time to commit to new business
- continue to get fitter with partner by doing yoga, skiing, swimming, gym, and hiking etc.
- spend time on your passions like recording new music in your home studio

Option B:
- do not pay off any debt
- Live with your parents instead of getting your own place and wank to porn 5 steps down the hall from your parents instead of having the privacy to have sex with your partner.
- Use your partner's credit cards until they're full
- finance a luxury SUV while your partner is sick in bed with Covid19
- let your terminally ill mother deal with an unsafe bathtub and broken bed frame and do not take her anywhere on her bucket list
- watch the value of the crypto drop and buy more at the bottom hoping one day you'll have 6mil
- end 8-year-long relationship with highschool sweetheart
- need to take a job as a music teacher and busk on the street for cash
- book hotel rooms every weekend and hook up with random girls
- do piles of ketamine and coke
- try to build muscle but mess up and just increase your appetite so you gain weight
- refuse mediation where ex was going to only going to ask for 1/3rd for the debt you put her in and go to court for legal separation instead - lose half, pay legal fees, and possibly be forced to sell SUV.

I was an introvert since I was a child. I’m still trying to talk more often but I didn’t like to talk too much it’s just that I find it unnecessary to talk so much. It’s not easy for me to talk to people whom I don’t have a close relationship with. I had a hard time trusting too many people, most of the boys in high school were not boyfriend material. They talked about sleeping with as many girls as possible and they are not interested in getting into a relationship. When one of those jerks approached me and claimed he had feelings for me, I rejected him in a very harsh manner assuming he only want me is because he wants to sleep with me. I was right he wasn’t the type of guy who wants a serious relationship, it’s only the sex. That’s how he and his group of friends hated me for being ruthlessly harsh but that’s my personality. I can be vicious and heartless in my speech when I knew a guy want me because of sex and nothing else. I was still the same when I found out my ex used me for sex, in the end he hated me because I didn’t gave him a good time. Do I feel guilty for being harsh to my ex? Not in the slightest.