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So I’ve been chatting to this guy that I met online, but I’ve never actually met him in person yet.

I just went on a solo holiday there, and on my first day he’d texted me to say he’d miss me and that he hoped I’d have a great time with a ❤️ and xxx. I didn’t respond to the message when I was away, but texted today to say I’d returned home. He immediately loved my response and told me he’d missed me and then asked what I did during my holiday.

I just don’t feel like I missed him, if anything the holiday was a welcome break from the immediate replying to every message I send. I thought I might have liked him to begin with but the over enthusiasm is feeling a bit too much.

He also has four kids and is in the middle of a separation from his wife, and they’re both bitter towards each other. Which in ways I also feel is too much. Am I wrong or terrible for feeling that way?

He says he loves big bums and doesn’t care for boobs or their size. Yet before me he’s only been with big boobs and inverted bums like no bum at all. I’m the first person with a big bum and small boobs. He said he doesn’t care when it’s just sex and that’s what that was before and why he went for girls with no bums.

But a guy who likes big boobs would never settle for someone with small ones so he isn’t really a big bum or bum guy is he?

All the models he likes etc do all have big bums and some have bigger boobs some have literally no boobs.

I have been in the hospital for 2wk with pregnancy complications. I ended up having an emergency C-section. In that time my husband was supposed to get the flat ready for when I came home with the baby. Put the cot up get babies things out tidy up & paint the bedroom. I came home to discover that he had done absolutely nothing at all. Had me do everything days after having surgery. Husband won’t do anything to help me with the baby, refuses to help in the flat. Calls me lazy makes me feel like I’m worthless, this is all while he sits there on GTA V all day long as high as a kite, while commenting how hard his life is how exhausted he is sat there doing nothing all day long. We’ve been together for 14yrs married for 13yrs this is our first baby together. My question is, should I leave him & make a good life for me & the baby? I’ve had enough now, I don’t deserve this all I’ve ever done is love that man give him everything he ever wanted in life but all he does is make me feel unloved not wanted & like I’m dirt on his shoe. My marriage now depends on what you say, because sometimes I think I’m overreacting to the situation so I’m asking for your honest opinion no hate please just be honest thank you ❤️❤️