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My soul is crushed (and has been) for quite a while now. Back in 2020, I met a girl online who I thought was perfect. She never had a male friend before me, never had a boyfriend or first love, and she was a virgin. We really hit it off and talked almost daily. Sadly, when she met me in person, she rejected me.

Fast forwarding, she recently married a guy who got to be her first everything. I am sick to my stomach to this day thinking about it.

I want to find a woman just like who she was when we first met. I want a decently attractive woman without a romantic past. Do you think she is out there for me?

For context, me (20) and her (19)

So I've know this girl for 4 years. 4 years I've liked her. She told me she used to kiss guys while she was in a relationship. This was when she was 14-15.

But when I met her she was dating this guy. 4 years later.
Me and her stopped talking for 6 months.

After those 6 months, we meet up and she told me she broke up with her boyfriend. Again she dated for 4 years. Apparently she cheated on him. That's what she told me.

That same day i slept with her. And it was nice. And she is genuinly caring, basically want u want from a girl. But she cheats!!
And I don't know what to do. She also took my virginity away. She was my first everything. Really... Everything. And im happy it was her. Cuz like i said she is really like perfect girlfriend material, minus the cheating.

I feel so stupid, why do I still like her? Even if me and her start dating, she will probably cheat again, I don't know.

Also im not interested in sex buddies. Just not my style xd.

Black male's experience in college

" Back in college I’ve seen the sexiest Asians just throw themselves heavily at white guys. It was a surreal experience to say the least. I thought I had some sort of favoritism being an exotic, good looking black guy.

I never dated at all in high school, so had no idea what to expect in freshmen year, but I remember the first girls I ever talked to were Asian & they wanted nothing to do with me. I had a white girl that I befriended and at my first big social circle, she was my wing women & everything she told me to say seemed really good. I had no idea how to interact with women myself but the Asian girls still seemed just… indifferent, like they had no reaction to me & it wasn’t fun. Everyone else I encountered freshmen year was extremely social & fun to talk to.

It was probably because they knew I was talking to them with romantic intent & didn’t want to lead me on or had no interest. Then I asked a close white friend and he told me that Asian girls don’t like black guys, they are obsessed with whites, don’t take it personally. Some time later next semester, I got semi close to an Asian girl whose a friend of my best friend.

When we all hung out, she talks about the little things her boyfriend does that she doesn’t like but she gets very gushing about him anyway. Fast forward to sophomore second semester we were all hanging out in the student game room… she reads her phone text & begins crying & runs to the bathroom. My friend and I share a concerned face. Never knew what happened but I thought that this boyfriend must be a real catch. Until I saw his pictures and he was a very chubby, very average or a bit below average white guy. This girl was a 5ft Asian girl with perfect features everywhere, and had a very bubbly, love-able personality. Fast forward 2 years later, they break up. It’s revealed the dude she gave so much love to saw her as a fetish to release all his desires upon."