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I'm of course not speaking about a life sentence because there's nothing to wait for but let's say he caught from 3 to 5 years, would you wait for him? Out of defending you he broke some laws and it got him time too, I need some opinions on this lol

Cause personally I lean more into the forbidden law we all know as "better safe than sorry" which means depending on the situation I'd do what is necessary to protect my loved ones and myself and I know for a fact if necessary I'd use unlawful techniques that will assure the safety of my loved ones, even if it ends with giving my life for them or as I'm asking here, jailtime, so it got me thinking, I know for a fact my family will always be there for me but will a woman? I've realized patience is getting harder to come across when it comes to relationships, based on my observations of course.

This question isn't a bash to our society but more of a genuine question I'm asking myself, I made a poll so y'all can be honest without the worries of being insulted or hated on.

I feel like my ex was emotionally abusive. I used to really be into her more than she was into me. She used tell me “I didn’t want this relationship, you did”. And when people would ask how we met she’d say “I didn’t wanna date him”. I explained to her how it hurts me when she says these things m. And she’d say “you’re just insecure”.

What’s even worse, she told me about how before we started dating. She went on dates with guys who she really liked and they rejected her. So am I the nice guy who finished last?

I used to be highly attracted to her. She never wanted sex with me, at the same time, complaining that her ex boyfriend didn’t want sex with her. She barely wanted to be affectionate with me.

Even worse, she used deliberately turn me on so she could sexually reject me. Would tell me “come over I’ll lick your balls and your butt” and refuse sex when I show up. Every single time we’d have an argument, even if it’s minor she’d say “you’re getting none”. So I started keeping silent to avoid conflict.

She used to complain that I’m not making her happy and give me reasons why. Which I’ll admit I’m not perfect, I know I have my flaws and bad habits, but. When I’d tell her what she’s doing to make me unhappy she’d reply “you knew I was a bitch when you met me”.

About 3 weeks ago we went to a Thanksgiving dinner at her friends house and I felt like she was kinda flirty with a guy. She seemed very touchy with him. I even saw her put her arm around him. I mentioned it to her a few days later. About how I was uncomfortable with how she behaved with him, and again. Told me “im insecure” and broke up with me. Denied ever putting her arm around him when I saw her do it.

It’s been a couple weeks and I’m still emotionally hurting over her. Haven’t been able to eat or sleep. Having nightmares and visions of her in bed with other men. I’ve dated and had sex with other women since. But I still can’t get her out of my head. What should I do?