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I’ve been with my girlfriend Becky for a long time. I think I love her and I really enjoy spending time with her. However, she’s recently shared her ugly past with me. When she was in her younger years she had a rep of sleeping around.

She apparently was the school slut who got tagged teamed by the jocks. Becky even told me about how when she was 15 and had fuck buddies in their 30’s. And how when she was in university she dated 3 guys at once and caught chlamydia and gonorrhoea twice. Even used Only Fans to pay for school.

Even worse, she supposedly slept with other men when she was married. Her excuse was that her and her husband broke up and stayed married so he wouldn’t get deported.

After knowing all this I’m starting to look at her differently. Sometimes I see Becky the same way I see the woman in the picture. But it’s hard to leave Becky because she is trying really hard to make this relationship work. I’m a low value man with no proper education and job, and she makes feel like a high value man with the way she treats me. She really wants us to get married and keeps telling her friends Im gonna but her a ring. But it’s a tough decision for me.

She wants to meet my parents and I know they’re not gonna like her at all. My parents are and have always people skills. They can pick up on things.

The other day beck told me she’s having suicidal thoughts and being with helps her not think suicidal. She’s undergoing therapy atm.

Essentially every woman I’ve ever been attracted to physically had 2 recurring features-slender and cute face. Not curvy, not large breasts etc. Now I’ve been attracted to every race, hair color, eye color, style (artsy, punk, country, classy) etc. but for me to give a girl a shot she’s got to have a cute face and slim build. Even girls my friends called flat etc. I didn’t care if they had smaller chests are glutes etc.

Guess I never thought that was “high” but a friend said it was. I’m happy with it though and genuinely know I couldn’t give romantic love to a girl who didn’t fit that.