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I am both races, and a lot of times, it seems like Caucasians are often considered the most attractive race, and a lot of non-racist caucasians, prefer their own race, but there's always been the dumb narratives that African American women are mean, and ghetto, native American aren't all that (looks wise), that African American men have big groins, but aren't really marriage material, Native American men have multiple wives, small groins, etc. I know some always has to keep something going, but what is your opinion? Would you date someone, who's Native American, or African American.

"We don't have money". I first heard that when I was 9 years old. I couldn't have candy or pepsi cola or juice or something to eat at school.

This grew into a bigger problem over time. I had less clothes to wear by the age of 12. I walked with holes in shoes and one time the shoes were even openly exposing my feet and I walked like that to school in Germany. Got bullied and mobbed.

I brought this up several times to my parents and I felt either ignored, dismissed or attacked (they were toxic and abusive). I picked up on that pattern of outcome and that it's pointless to ask for new clothes, shoes and food for lunch. So I stopped asking and could do nothing but let life proceed and focus on fast forwarding my life until I could make my own money while feeling like I was set on fire from poverty. I was 15 years old when I stopped asking. I considered getting money and essentials is on me and no one else (duh!).

It also got me thinking on a secondary question. If i were to go on a date with a girl and she asks about my childhood and I say it like it is, would that send her running away from me?