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this is over distance we met a few years ago at a mutual friends party and started talking online
I met this woman a few months ago and last night she finally admitted that she likes me but the thing is I can see that she is very afraid of being vulnerable whereas I am not she seems to have fear of abandonment

Anyway she obtains her income by being on social media and she posts a lot of things relating to her work on this. The thing is she posts things like if a man is not as successful as her she cannot even be around him. Whereas with me I can associate with anyone I do not care who they are

She claims that I am like family to her and she did wear her best outfit for me on my birthday

she says things about her friends to me and she seems very upset when her friends think she is weird but she also says that she is so confident that she doesn’t care what others think of her

She says on her social media that she wants a guy who is wealthy. But with me she claims that money does not matter to her when it comes to love

she told me that her social media is just a game and she also told me when this guy was sending her gifts that it was just a game as part of the social media

She asks guys their height

She has lip fillers and spends a lot of money on her appearance (not that this matters but it may help with your assessment)

She said that she could not even be around a man who isn’t as successful as her but thing is I am just some ordinary guy

I have helped her with one part of her social media and I have achieved massive results for her whereas on her own she was fairly idle and just quite lazy with it

I am qualified in communications so I know how to increase audience

I don’t know what to think of this

Should I stay with her or go?

I do like her and she knows it but I don’t know if she’s being real with me or fake as in she is fake in general and just wants me to remain in her life so she does not feel vulnerable

if I delete her I may lose her forever

This situation is strange. I have never met this woman and we interact only online. She is a content creator and it is not adult content

From the start she has told me she misses me and that she likes me. I initially told her I don’t know her because I thought it was weird and I ignored her. Anyway I was longing for a connection so I started to talk to her and support her in her social media endeavours

The thing is - I have social media and I post about romance and love and just general communication because I like this kind of art. I have shared text messages that my ex has sent me to illustrate things such as breakups and longing for love and the like. My ex is cool with this and me and my ex are just simply close friends

However when it comes to this content creator she is incredibly jealous about any affectionate words my ex shows me. I posted on my Instagram a quote she sent and the content creator sent me a what the f is this in direct message

the thing is - I did have feelings for the creator so I told her but this kind of behaviour has always been happening from the creator. I am just curious can anyone explain what on earth is going on - this has been happening for a long long time say about 9 months now

one time she was even on holiday and I posted quotes from my ex and other women on my feed and she started telling me how much she missed me and it seemed to me that she didn’t want me to say leave her but we are not even a couple

do not worry I am fine with all of what is happening I am just curious as to what others think. Everything is at a distance and she has no real way of say having a genuine connection with me

she has even said that one day we will get a tattoo together and we will always be together but I have not even said to her hey let’s get together now
someone help please