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if you saw someone in the street like that would you think like "oh she's fat" "how can she go in public chubby like that" "i look better than her haha"?

like i used to be like at bmi of 19-20 but this year i had a binging relapse and now i'm at 24-25ish and i look so gross now. i haven't really gone out much since i hit a bmi of 22-23 cos most of my clothes didn't fit right anymore and i feel to chubby to go outside. to me i can't go in public if i dont look pretty. now i'm too fat to be cute and look good and clothes and stuff :/

i really really want to lose the weight (please dont tell me stuff about like you dont need to lose weight please dont thats more annoying that anything) and i'm trying to, dont want to live like this. i want to go outside to take long walks and stuff to help with losing weight. but i'm to scared people are going to think about how fat i am and look down on me, and i dont want to be less pretty than the other girls if i go out. what do you think? like be honest if you think that my weight is disgusting say it, i already think that anyways and i'm deadset on getting back to my weight

So, the story with my recent crush is that we have barely ever talked despite being classmates for 3 years. Our class interacts a lot in general, but his group's girls are more open to me than his group's guys. The girls are enthusiastic, the guys are too shy to mutter even a hi. They say hi to the whole class though.

And my crush is the tallest in class, I'm amongst the shortest girls, so people keep calling me "kid" jokingly. He has been my first ever crush in college (I liked his personality when he used to interact during online classes, his face wasn't clear there tho). I had a major crush on someone else tho, and I'm trying to get over that guy and this recent one keeps popping up again and again because ig I never got him outta my head anyway.

We went on an industrial visit and during the whole trip he kept stealing glances at me. I admit I looked cuter than most days ig, cause even girls who I rarely talk to in class said I looked cute. So I was happie. And he kept noticing. He even gave me an ice cream that day, despite my friends also standing there. He was generally going around giving icecreams too but in my grp, it was only me who he gave it to (our prof was paying for those). It was a cute thing idky.

And some days later, while I was sort of in his direct view while studying something from the teacher, I caught his eye when he was looking at me. It was a blissful sight. I noticed his brown eyes and kinda got nervous and left to drink water and didn't even look up in that direction again when I came back to my place. It was a beautiful feeling still tho.

I wish he would have the same feelings as me. I don't want to confess because we have barely ever talked. I just like his sincereness and his overall personality. It is not love tho, just a crush. And he now rarely watches my IG stories even tho he used to watch all of them earlier.

P. S. the worst part is that we just have like 10 days left in college. We will be never seeing each other again:(