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My girlfriend Amber doesn’t let me see her naked anymore, but let’s everyone else see her naked. For example, she walks around naked at night in her living with lights on. Not caring that people outside can see her. The moment I come upstairs she rushes to put on a towel so I don’t see her naked. When she goes swimming with her friend Sadie she changes at Sadie’s house with the door open….. letting everyone see her fully nude. Sadie’s husband and son make jokes about it when when they’re get drunk.

My and Amber have been together for 2 years. We’ve struggled with our sexuality for most of the time. I’ve been on this site before discussing our issues. She never wants sex and dick teases me to only give it up once a month. She always flashes her breasts at me and says “I’m the hottest woman you’ll ever see, and you’re getting none”. I tried to sit down and talk to her about our sex life and how I don’t like how she’s dick teasing me. She got so angry that she broke up with me.

We got back together soon after. When we got back together she said “if you think I’m dick teasing then you won’t see me naked ever”.

So now I’m in a sexless relationship and I never see her naked. I’m emotionally attached to Amber and I’m really attracted to her. It’s hard to leave her. I feel like she’s the best I’ll ever get. It’s gonna near impossible for me to find a new girlfriend at this point. I live with my parents at nearly 35, I only make $24/hour, I’m 5k in debt, and I don’t have any intelligence.

Amber really wants to get married. She told me if I don’t purpose to her by fall she’s going leave me for good. I know I can’t marry Amber but I’m terrified of loosing her. I don’t want anyone else but her. I tried dating other women due our break up and I was still thinking about Amber. These women weren’t really into me. They just liked me for my dick size.

I like to think a girlfriend is temporary even if I have permanent intentions. As men we never know the girls intentions and whether they are subject to change. Today's forever can mean the end of it X time later.

What's the point of not considering a girlfriend to be yours truly forever and ever? No surprises and setbacks. There is a reason I intend to listen to LMFAO Party Rock Athem, not Juice WRLD all girls are the same.

Can't tell them about it. They will be upset I guarantee it. They won't understand, that as men we are on our own ⚠ and therefore it serves as a protective mechanism. These are some of the darker things some men are actively not telling women.

There is a saying "She's not really yours. It's just your turn now".

Story Time: One time I used to have a "girlfriend", who claimed I was hers and all that mushy stuff about being together. But then she ghosted me completely and most likely cheated on me too. Eventually I got over it 100% but the price of such surprises is too high for me to risk once more. It's been 5 years.

Never again. I can't. Simple as that.