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I didn't want to ask about this becouse im a bit ashamed of it, i just scared it with some people in DM's but i want some opinions on this.

I found out some messages of my ex with other girls i didn't know. They were talking about going to date, kissing and some dirty talks. He even went out with some of them.

I was mad so i confronted him but his reaction got me even more furious. He told its none if my business and he can do whatever he want and then even told me im a whore becouse i also meet other guys (he was talking about some guys i know from gym or bjj club but i never meet with them outside of the gym/club).

I got furious and pushed him to the wall, he pushed me back and then i hit him in the face. He fell down and i have him some more beating before leaving him in the appartment.

I know i shouldn't have done this, but is it at least understandable?

I met a Korean guy (25 m) online, he is a soldier. by the way I'm 22f. We've been talking since the end of January. We also called each other and talked on the phone. He asked me for a body pic once before, but I refused. I said I might consider it once we had a closer relationship. He and I talked on the phone today and I asked him if we could maybe FaceTime afterward. He told me we could do it. He said he had training to go to and then we could do it. He also asked me why I wanted to FaceTime. I told him that we had been texting and talking on the phone and that I wanted to see him while we talked. He then brought the subject to sexuality. He asked if we could talk about it. So I said we could talk as long as we didn't go too far cause i barely know him. He asked me if I had had sex before, if I had a boyfriend, when was the last time, and if I ma**ted. He was very surprised when I told him I was a vi***n. He asked how often I do it. And talk abouit it kind of a few minutes. And then I asked him when was the last time he had a girlfriend. He said he last had a girlfriend 2 years ago. He asked if we could talk about it again later. I said I would think about it. I felt a little uncomfortable with the direction of the conversation. I wanted to move forward with him like a boyfriend. I can say that I'm a little disappointed. Do you think I can have him as a boyfriend? How should I proceed? I live in Istanbul and he is near Seoul. How should I proceed with this?