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My ex and I had a messy fight a few weeks ago and he hasn't been the same since. Before I knew I made him happy, he has told me several times that he has never loved someone as much as he loves me. But he told me something changed after that fight. It has been on off for just under three weeks until a few days ago when he told me to move out. He told me he needs space and maybe we can try again when he's back. He's going to Spain next week and will be gone for two weeks. I made the mistake of not giving him space because I wanted to talk, I hadn't had a chance to explain how I felt. I showed up and he was so happy to see me. He showed me how he's been Journaling about me, how he went down to a print shop to print a picture of me from the beginning of our relationship when things were good to keep with him at all times, all the things he said and did pointed towards him missing me, wanting to get back together and fix things. I moved my things back in. Then, out of the blue, he feels depressed. He said it was too soon, then he said he doesn't want this at all. He said he's just been trying to convince himself that we can go back to normal even though he knows we can't. This confused me because in the last two weeks he had told me that he's so proud of being seen with me, that he wants to move overseas with me, that I'm the only person who understands him, he has been telling me that he loves me a lot more than usual. Now I don't know what's true, the person he is when he's happy is so different from the person he is when he's resentful. I begged and pleaded, it wasn't a good look and I don't know if I ruined my chances. I need a second opinion please, do you think he'll come back? Do you think he still loves me? If he doesn't, why has he said all these things?

So there's this guy i text with, he texted me first and mostly does. But, he disappears in mid conversation. He was also gone for 2 months. But he just always comes back. And it hurts so much when he disappears. I get depressed, crying all day and stuff.
So me and my friends, came up with two conclusions.
1. He knows that i like him. And he thought, 'oh! This girl likes me! Must make her fall in love!' and is using the toxic technique. Just for fun
2. He just does whatever he feels like not regarding what i will feel.
Ps: i asked him why he disappears and he said, 'sometimes i just don't feel like to be on social media'
But he's online forever.
So... Isn't this just another way of saying, 'sometimes i just don't feel like to talk to you'?
So for the first one, I've been thinking this forever. But, when he talks to me, i just brush the thought off. Because, he's so nice, so clean and everything!
Also, i would've known if he was actually doing that right? While talking, i would've known something!
So i think It's rather the second one
And i also want advice on what i should do
Pps: i never told him I'm in love with him
Please comment what i should do