last time i saw him things were fine everything was great. this was last Tuesday he started his internship on Wednesday last week and i haven't seen him since. he works 9-5 then goes home and works on his projects in india. its really tough i dunno why he is doing that.
Anyway he's all stressed out. He calls me regularly but I have been feeling really neglected and so on Monday I ask him whats happening and he says a relationship feels like an anchor to him and that he's very depressed and on antidepressants and just busy. He says he hates himself and his life.
So then i ask if this is it. He replies with “i dont know..” and im like “yes or no” and again he says he doesn't know and that its black and white.
I call him Tuesday just to check up on him and he is very tired and explains his tiring day. short convo
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I then texted him about some job offer Thursday and then called later because i wanted to discuss what happened Monday and perhaps just break up. i just said i wanted to talk..
he replies with
“im tired and had a long day today been in office all d…you know what… fuck this i dont have the brain capacity to deal with this right now…and we just end the call.
he's been a great boyfriend overal its just after he started this internship he's been different and its only been a week. i dunno.
i dont think im calling him or texting him do u think he will call me? and i do like him and want to stay but im afraid he’s already planned to officially break up. i dunno.
Anyway he's all stressed out. He calls me regularly but I have been feeling really neglected and so on Monday I ask him whats happening and he says a relationship feels like an anchor to him and that he's very depressed and on antidepressants and just busy. He says he hates himself and his life.
So then i ask if this is it. He replies with “i dont know..” and im like “yes or no” and again he says he doesn't know and that its black and white.
I call him Tuesday just to check up on him and he is very tired and explains his tiring day. short convo
.
I then texted him about some job offer Thursday and then called later because i wanted to discuss what happened Monday and perhaps just break up. i just said i wanted to talk..
he replies with
“im tired and had a long day today been in office all d…you know what… fuck this i dont have the brain capacity to deal with this right now…and we just end the call.
he's been a great boyfriend overal its just after he started this internship he's been different and its only been a week. i dunno.
i dont think im calling him or texting him do u think he will call me? and i do like him and want to stay but im afraid he’s already planned to officially break up. i dunno.
