he hasn't come over in over a month... and i see him less... im like "i miss the. times you would come" and he's all like "the reason i dont come over is because i need to focus on my stuff... im getting underpaid here... i hate myself.. i hate my work... i hate everything... im not happy with everything... he says he feels as if everything is just burning... i told him i really cared about him and im sorry i was giving him so much stress... but i do care for him. and that i feel like I've learned so much from him.. after i said this he's like.. and he replys that he feels like a relationship feels like an anchor. and he said that a relationship feels like.. an anchor to him right now and he's just not happy with anything in life right now.. and so i asked..."i feel like an anchor to you "... and he's like "not you a relationship"... I don't know what he means by that
but yeah and so i asked if this was it... as in "is this it? should i let you be and not talk to you?".. and he's just silent... and im like answer!! its a no or a yes... but yeah i ask if this is it... and he's like "i dont know... its black and white"... and im like yes or no simple... and then im like "do you want me to stay away from you then?" and he's like "i dont know"... and he also mentions that this point in time its not fun to be around him because he's just very depressed and sad and unsatisfactory in life... and im like once again.
."are we done is this it?".. and he's like once again "i dont know... its black and white i dont know"...
he did say something really interesting.. i asked if. this has happened in his past relationships and he's like..."if it was someone else i would have told them to fuck off and cut the call but i can't do that with you.."... he stayed on for an hour... he said his mother on his phone yet he stayed on the call..
but yeah and so i asked if this was it... as in "is this it? should i let you be and not talk to you?".. and he's just silent... and im like answer!! its a no or a yes... but yeah i ask if this is it... and he's like "i dont know... its black and white"... and im like yes or no simple... and then im like "do you want me to stay away from you then?" and he's like "i dont know"... and he also mentions that this point in time its not fun to be around him because he's just very depressed and sad and unsatisfactory in life... and im like once again.
."are we done is this it?".. and he's like once again "i dont know... its black and white i dont know"...
he did say something really interesting.. i asked if. this has happened in his past relationships and he's like..."if it was someone else i would have told them to fuck off and cut the call but i can't do that with you.."... he stayed on for an hour... he said his mother on his phone yet he stayed on the call..
