Questions: Society & Politics

For the purposes of this question, the meaning of "transracial" and "transethnic" are

Transracial: A person who feels that they should be from a different race, meant in a similar way to transexual. It's basically someone who tries to supposedly "act" like a different race, tells people they are of a different race, tries to achieve the look of a different race. For example, Rachel Dolezal.

Transethnic: A person who feels that they should be from a different ethnicity, meant in a similar way to transexual. Ethnicity isn't the same thing as race or nationality. Ethnicity is your family's heritage and it has nothing to do with what country you have citizenship in. This person tells people they are of a different ethnicity and disregards the real ethnicity of their parents, and practices a culture that is different from their family's. This person might learn the language of the ethnicity and they might change their first and last name in order to match the ethnicity. For example; a guy, who was born to an arab family, thinks and acts like he has indian heritage.

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Let the war begin! 😛

I know that it sounds silly but after high school I literally don't see a life for myself. Except watching YouTube videos, going back to high school and being the duff in my group of friends. ( im typically the ugly fat friend that no one notices) but despite my lack of body and good looks I try to be a nice, open minded and I pass on good vibes but I'm never invited to parties, I always walk home alone, I never had a boyfriend, no one asks me out, invites me anywhere and I'm always ignored or pushed to the side unless I say something. I can tell no one is interested in me and I never get phone numbers. When I do, the kids act uninterested in me or stop talks to me without word. I feel like I will be forever alone and I have to get used to basically being a outcast. By the way I live in a ghetto area and my personality has been said to be different, special or strange. There has been two drive by shootings in my neighborhood last week. Including gang members shooting in front of my little sisters school.

is there a reason on why I am a fucking outcast at school and the only people I consider friends are decades older than me?