I don't know what kind of girl I want?

well I mean maybe it is you maybe your being picky, or maybe you need to meet some bad girls I mean it seems that your not being fufilled in the relationships you've been in so if I were you I would ask myself what do I want do I really want an older chick that probably only wants a younger guy to get her freak on or do I want someone closer to my age that can keep up with me. Try this the girls your going out with seem all the same good girls with good boring lives the same thing in a repeated pattern try going out with girls that are different interesting girls that do things that chicks don't usually do girl's that strike your attention not as a good girl but as a bad girl. Try something different you know not a girl that is a cheater but a girl that isn't your average girl next door. Try dating outside your race the good thing is that you're young so you shouldn't worry too much about having a girl you still have time so go out there and enjoy yourself.Maybe you just aren't ready for a girlfriend maybe you should try more dating and getting to know someone before making them a permanent part of your life. Also, if an older women is what you want then no shame in your game go for it.