How to hide your sissy desires?

[girly_guy_princess]

Hello to everyone, this is my first post here so please have patience with me. well i have just got back in from another night out at trying to pretend im one of the guys, and to be honest its getting harder and harder to keep up the pretense that i share the same interests as my friends, over the last year or so i think they may have started noticing things as they teasing and making fun of me seems to be more frequent, anyway i will still try and pull off that im one of the guys when im out with them, although this one guy that drinks in the pub that i do makes that near impossible, omg girls!!! you should see him hot!!! hot!!! hot!!! hehe can't wait to see him later today, as it will be Sunday and he takes his motorbike out so he will be in his leather trousers mmmmmm (goes all dreamy) when he comes back up the pub after. anyway a question to others when you are out and about carrying on with your everyday life do you still have feminine thoughts and feminine feelings/desires and how do you go about hiding them

[DooMguy]

I'm going to need your man card, it has been revoked

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Also I'm going to need your clothes, your boots and your motorcycle

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[girly_guy_princess]

Omg is it that bad hides man card in my purse!

[DooMguy]

it is that bad, you can't salvage anything from this. Give me the card for your own good (trust me)

[girly_guy_princess]

I was thinking at the very least that i could carry on pretending i was one of the boys :( reaches in to my handbag and hands it over to you, starts crying at the realization my manhood has been taken away!

[DooMguy]

Good, good

https://youtu.be/R4_l764TChY

You can't live a lie, the truth comes out eventually. Don't worry about it, not everyone makes it. At least you stopped before you got hurt.

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So what are you going to do now? go shopping or something?

[girly_guy_princess]

Yeah that is true hehe some of us are just not cut out for it, hehe hell yeah i'm always shopping... but just listening to music at the moment and doing my hair!

[DooMguy]

mmm. . . I think you can do better then that, so you call yourself a girl and you ain't even doing your nails? I'm dissapointed

[girly_guy_princess]

Hehe so true but nail have already been done, i was listening to taylor swift music if that helps lol

[Anonymous]

You don't need to hide your true self when you are around genuine friends.

[girly_guy_princess]

Yeah i get what you are saying it's just that around here most of the guys are your stereotypical macho guys, so i try to fit in so they don't make fun of me as much if that makes any sense!