How can I overcome guilt & depression?

Anonymous
I've been depressed on and off since I was 15. I did self harm but found that to be pointless and hard to hide. Lately I've been seriously ending everything and how I could do it but I really just want help.. I take anti depressants but they don't seem to be working. I get really bad when I feel bad about something, such as secretly seeing a guy. I'm religious so that's not how it's supposed to work and I have a pretty strong conscience which cause me great distress.. I feel so weak and pathetic, I don't know what else I can possibly do to try and overcome this and actually want to live..
How can I overcome guilt & depression?
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