Search Results: will i mature or not

They say growing can save money, but it has left me squeezed financially this month, as I receive only $1800 in social security benefits. I spent over $200 this month and even more in these months combined buying seed, soil, plants, berry bushes, and cherry trees. I am hoping long term, I can enjoy the savings benefits.

The cherry trees will not produce cherries until likely next season. I have 3 cherry trees. If they thrive and survive well in the coming years, when they are mature, I can expect over 21,000 cherries.

My blackberry bushes are already producing blackberries, and I should have upwards of 100+ blackberries this season. They are still rather young bushes.

The raspberry bushes are not producing much this year but I expect a better yield next year.

The blueberry bushes are a struggle to maintain but I am hoping next year will yield better.

I am expected to have over 200-300+ tomatoes excluding the cherry tomatoes. I will have probably 100+ jalapeño peppers. I will have potentially 50+ bell type peppers. Probably several hundred habeneros.

I planted bush lima beans by seed. I am hoping they will sprout well in the coming days.

I've had mixed reactions to breakups. One in which I recognized was basically over anyways, I felt nothing. I felt angry and sad when infidelity occurred, but my last one, I feel relieved.

It was hardly a relationship, just 18 days of lots of talking and all. But her need for attention became insatiable, I spent hours a day talking and it was never enough. She blew my phone the hell up when I went to make soup and tend to my dogs for 10 minutes.

I go to the bathroom, I come back to several missed calls and accusations that I cheated. No matter how much time i spent talking to her, the next day, she always wanted even more time commitment and on video calls, she got mad when I tried to multi task.

Her constant needs for reassurance, short fuse and a relationship in which she'd already brought up marriage several times, her need for attention and validation being exhausting, and it felt like being suffocated.

I told her over and over I needed space, she'd send 10 messages within a minute of me saying it. All this to say I am happy she is out of my life, she was very toxic and controlling, and I won't be with someone who doesn't even respect me enough to stop pestering me every 2 seconds.

She got me out of my comfort zone with cooking, that's the best thing I got from it. I ended it with her, brushing off her angry closing remarks. I'll find someone else, it's okay.

I hope the next woman I form a connection with will be more mature and reasonable. How do you usually feel after breakups and why?

we all know the real reason why is so common for women date and commit to men who are years and decades older than them is because of hypergamy.

not saying I blame them but older men will always have the upper hand when it comes to bringing more value to the table. they are...

• more mature
• financially stable
• more wiser
• still able to retain their youth (if they take care of themselves)
• more experienced in bed

however what if men start to age like women do and eventually lose their fertility after their 30s? would you still give them a chance?

Before GAG trashes my question as fake... this is about our food industry...

Understand my perspective. Epstein files release sets a few people free whom were enslaved by a rich man and abused, against the law I assume.

But our food industry creates and markets all sorts of garbage chemical junk foods, processed seed oils, 15,000 chemicals some of which will cause problems, high fructose corn sugars, hydrogenated oils, natural and artifical flavors an foods dies, GMO's... the list goes on. This is the stuff that makes us sick, but they are addicted to it at a young age and in our culture.

It is promoted, it is understood by officials and medical community, this is causing high rates of obesity, girls sexually mature sexually now by age 9, etc etc.. Our environment is making us sick, but it is by our choice we ar doing it to ourselves.

China in contrast and Europe to some extent, protects their people from harm, their food quality is superior in many ways. Their junk food is more edible, less sweet, doesn't create the sickness.

This... is child abuse! Do you agree? Or is it just "freedom"...