I'm not the first or last girl to be cheated on, and no, it's not the first time I have been cheated on. In fact, it's the second time. It feels like hell — the fact that he did it with my friend.
It hurts so bad, my heart feels like its bleeding.
All the crazy thoughts and emotions that fuck me up...
He cheated on me with my best friend...I feel so stupid. She must have been laughing behind my back everytime I told her how I felt about him.
Am I not beautiful enough for him?
I really suck in bed.
I swear, when I see him I wanna take a knife and stab him non-stop.
I feel so cheap and used...he only wanted sex. I was too dumb to see that.
I feel like screaming and shouting.
Am I ever going to heal? Am I ever going to be okay?