Dear lovely miauw, i miss you so much,
you're the only thing i can think about, you're the only thing i can ever dream of. i was a fool for letting you go and now you're never coming back to me. i have hurt you pretty bad, i feel so empty. i lost the most precious person in my life.
lovely miauw, why didn't i understand what you actually mean to me. i have ruined such a beautiful relationship and i lost my soulmate due to it.
lovely, lovely miaauw, i know it has been a hard time. you have tried so hard to make it work. i wish i had done more.. how could i be so dumb.
lovely miauw, i still can't understand why we couldn't make it trough. how can a person be so blind and so naiief.
lovely miaauw, if i could have told you.. told you have much you mean to me. the relationships i had before can never compete with
lovely miaauw, i would go to the moon and back for you.. i would give you every single star in the universe if i could just to show you how much i am sorry for what happened between us and how much i miss miaauwing with you. why did it took so long before i knew what you ment to me? i can never understand
lovely miaauw, i am so sorry that i didn't appreciate you like you deserved. i am sorry for every time you came to see me and i didn't hug you tight enough. i am sorry for everytime that never anything was good enough for me and that i made you feel this way
lovely miaauw, i saw you grow so much. from a boy how had such a hard life to a strong man who made his way through everything that went on in his life.
lovely miaauw, i can't describe with words how proud i am , i have never met such a strong person in my life before. i look up to you and other people could learn so much from you , especially me.
lovely miaauw, i wish we could spend more time together at our favorite places. places where we have spend whole summers, places where we could talk for hours and the place where we have met for the first time.
lovely miaauw, do you still have a special place in your heart for me? is there no place for me anymore?. i love you more than anything and i would love to start over.. we have both made some mistakes, let's forget about them all. you are my best friend and my true love and i want nothing more then to spend the rest of my life with you. two months have passed and i missed you so much. i followed my mind instead of my heart.
lovely miaauw, i have had so much time to think. i couldn't handle it anymore and i really wished you had been with me that weekend. you told me you had a new woman. it hurts so bad but i refuse to give up because thats what the old me would do and i don't want to be like that anymore. i want to fight for you like you fought for me. i don't care if it crushes my heart to a thousand pieces.
lovely miaauw, i hope we will marry someday. you are the man of my dreams, a beautiful person from the inside and out.
lovely , lovely miaauw, for you i will fight againt all my flaws, i will make it through, i don't want to let this disorder ruin my life anymore. i refuse to lose you because of this demon inside of my head. i will show him that you are the only one that has permission to be in my thoughts
lovely miaauw, you are so special to me and i miss you so much. please come back to me.. i want to make you feel love like you have never felt love before because i know i have so much more to give.
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That's a really touching letter. Sounds like you've been having some serious rough times. I'm assuming here but it seems like your name "brokebutterfly" you're referring to yourself. You may think you're broken but that implies that there is something wrong with you but you're trying to better yourself and that's always a good thing and you want what's best for that guy. I don't think you're broken based on what you've shared. I think you're just wounded. Wounds can heal if you allow them to.
thank you, i have had that name before this all happened but i do feel like i am broken. this man is everything to me and i don't know if i am ever going to be able to move on. i am trying so hard and i hope i will feel much better in the future
I know it feels like you could never find yourself moving on because you invest your heart deeply with the guy but it is possible. Just continue on with life trying to find the good and work on being the best person you can be and you will feel better in the future. Don't ever give up your gift of truly caring about the happiness of others because it's an amazing gift. Someday the right person will come across it and will reciprocate that caring back at you. Again I'd say you're more wounded than broken. You caring about others is proof that you're not broken.