I have done a lot of wrongs and I am at a point where I feel alone. What has happened is my fault, I am doing my best to take it but my mindset is just wanting to.... give up.... I can never escape or get out of my past and the feeling of being stuck makes me feel more and more alone and kinda like not wanting to do anything else..... How can you apologize and have the person know you really are sorry? How can you have them see it? Like I try and try and it's like I am not enough which makes me feel more and more of not wanting to continue on..... I feel like I failed that and a lot of other aspects in my life that I just feel ready to give up...... Just how can someone make it better from the lies, the cheating the everything (I feel like I murdered someone that's how bad I feel for all my mistakes and I am in jail doing time for life) and there's just no light at the end, all I see is darkness and for me I just.... Yeah I don't know I feel depressed, scared, alone, no one to talk too and the person I miss/ talked too is the one person I hurt the most....
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