I pushed away and ghosted my girlfriend because I am feeling depressed?

i have been having emotional issues, not enjoying thing i used to enjoy and i just feel dull toward my relationship. one time i argued with my girlfriend and I want to isolate myself so i just ghosted her. when she tried to make contact with me, i ignored her text messages. i know it wasn't the right thing to do but i just couldnt help it, deep inside i still miss her and i feel bad for the pain i caused her. now after 7 months. i saw from her facebook that she has dated a new guy and i really feel like shit and i am really crying right now. can someone please talk to me to make me feel better because it is so painful and i have no friend to talk to because i isolated myself so much that we dont contact anymore, please thank you.
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hello everyone. thank you for all your feedbacks. i messaged her yesterday, and she replied me this morning. she said what has passed, is passed. she told me to be happier and dont isolate myself too much. then she told me to take care. i think she has already moved on with her new boyfriend and I am so sad. i talked to my sister about it, she thinks that I contacted her all of a sudden is because i see her with a new boyfriend, that is why i have the urge to contact her after six months
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it is true that i felt upset when i see her pictures with another guy but that is because i never really said break up with her. all i said was told her that i need some space and sometime alone. and my sister said that is indirectly what breakup means. i really didn't mean breakup alone, i was to meant i want sometime alone. do you think she will think i contacted her because of this? because it really isnt!
I pushed away and ghosted my girlfriend because I am feeling depressed?
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