Dating

I feel so depressed , I just don't know if to feel guity or she was playing me?

Hi! i'm a college student and i was dating a girl for a month (same college , but different class), everything was going well , she was constantly texting me and reminds me of how much she loves me , like from the moment we woke up till we sleep , but it seemed that i can't go out with her for more than once per week ! and whenever i asked her out for the second time same week , she bringed up excuses like (Ohhh i can't cuz i'm too tired from studying all day , i can't cuz i got studies , uhh i can't cuz my parents won't let me , nahh i can't cuz i'll be sleeping) , that seemed soo suspect to me cuz i knew she had free time , but when i comminucated this to her she was like (i wish i a can meet you everyday , i really miss you) This made me SOO confused and i started loosing feelings towards her ! cuz her words doesen't match her action and deep down i was feeling like she is a player and she was just playing with my feelings , but i don't know ! like i feel these excuses aren't valid not to meet me , i feel her texting me all day was just for attention , Also , one day we were together and it was time for her to go and she said to me : i think i will spend the night with you , but not even 2 minutes passed and she came back telling me : oh actually i really gotta go a got some plans tomrow , and whenever i ask her again she tells me a different excuse , so i got fed up from this loop of me asking her out and her bringing excuses , so i just accepted the harsh trush and i told her i lost feelings , but wow she was playing like the victim role of me not loving her and i was fake , and her excuses were real and valid , and she loved me since day one and i broke her heart , it made me feel so guilty and started asking myself what if she really loved me and really didn't have time for me , i'm so lost i really don't know if feel guilty , for dumping her or she was a player and that was the right thing to do.

I feel so depressed , I just don't know if to feel guity or she was playing me?
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