I have been feeling a decrease in energy, irritated more than usual, not finding anything fun anymore, sad/bored/lonely, not hungry and I have a lot of headaches. Sometimes I just want to sleep all day. I have a lot of friends and I always work out. But lately I feel like I'm worthless and that I'm ugly. I will never get close to perfect. I'm 5'2 and 120 lbs with a full C cup. I used to be a gym rat and now I feel like whatever I do I'll still be fat. Im still on my diet though. My relationships never work out and I'm always left or cheated on. I just gave up... I try to focus on school and work but I feel like I'm over working myself to avoid pain. My friends started questioning me because I'm usually a partier and very social. They say I should surround myself with friends when its making me feel more depressed. I just feel like they don't understand me anymore or aren't there for me as they were a year ago... Everybody tells me oh wow you are so pretty! Where's your boyfriend? Or they ask me if I have a boyfriend because it looks like I do. And I'm just tired I feel like everybody is speaking lies to me. I feel like the ugliest one among my friends since they are all happy and taken. I just don't know what to do anymore or who to talk to this about. I can't talk to my family I broke off all connections quite some years ago due to how they treated me. They were quite racist as well because they hated my taste in men (dating outside my race).
I've been feeling really depressed lately I don't know what to do?
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