This is the first thing in my life I regret so much.I knew I shouldnt have done it but I did anyway because I missed him so much.My ex came to visit me monday and we spent the whole day together I haven't seen him in four months and we had sex four times yeah a little ironic.and he couldn't keep his hands off of me to save his life, he was showing me all this affecton like a boyfriend would do a girlfriend and he even told me he loved me.(of course while we were having sex) and that he's not thinking about other girls and when I was talking to him I called him hun.it wasnt because I was still into him.I call everyone I know hun.its this thing I do.even when I'm talking to some of my closest friends I call them hun.most of them are guys and they don't have problem with is.but he does.after I said that he says."dont call me that friend." I didn't even mean it like that so why would he assume that I said that out of love.its a fcking three letter word! I feel bad that I even let him back into my life now and I brought it on myself but every time I want to forget him and come so close to being happy without him then he wants to come back.what should I do? It seems like ignoring him won't do anything!
and also he told me during anger management that he thought of me having sex with someone else and it pissed him off.why doesn't he not want me to have sex with someone else but doesn't want me to be his girlfriend?
now he emailed me and told me that he was guilty and that even though we had sex and were still friends he was trying to help me with my stress.