Yea... I even wrote an entire dramatic email expressing my heartbreak to my friend... I was sad about the "breakup" and my friend moving, so I wrote this... I was 10...
"And in that way, I am cursed. I am cursed by the very thing that I wanted, and in that way I am and will be cursed forever, for I am forever cursed to make a friendship with someone, then have that friend move away, or to have that friendship broken. And the memory of that relationship is bittersweet, like sitting in a snow bank with snow falling silently down all around you, or to have icy rain start to fall, and it falls on your head, like all of the bitter things that you have ever known, found out, or experienced before eating at you from the inside, like icy teeth biting at your shoulder, or gnawing at your head, chomping at your hands, until you feel as if you are drifting away on a sea of forgotten, bitter memories, like a ghost over the water, or a dying animal, dying from the cold, with no family members or friends around to tell others your sad story, or the last flower earth burning up in flames, or dying, frozen by the snow and ice that is falling all around it, or a candle melting from an icy blue flame and crying out in pain as it shrivels up and dies, it's cries rapidly fading away, on the wind. :
I still dunno what the heck I was talking about when I said I was cursed... XD anyway
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Yes. She was my first girl. I will always wonder why
There's one lady that I will always love and will never forget.
We met when I was 37 and she was 31. We lived together for over a year. We split up for reasons that are complicated. She later moved out of state. She reconnected with me 20 years later on Facebook and we spoke a few times. Hearing her voice filled me with joy. She was a smart, amazing person. I was happy just to know that she was in the world and pursuing her dreams.
About five years later, I read that she had passed away from a sudden medical problem at 56 years old. There is a hole in my heart that will never heal. The gift of being with her for over a year is beyond price. It was a peak moment in my life.
Yes, most definitely.. to this day i love her but i know that my life way worse when she was in my life... she didn't know how to love or be loved... she said our second day together she was gonna ruin me... she almost did.. she juat was major alcoholic and addict and she lied and cheated so much its crazy i love. Her so much... i know this doesn't make much sense.. i can't explain it..
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hmmmm, nope... I just see them differently, as they are... and appreciate them wholly.
Nah.. they all seem to fall into the same category. If I see any of them out somewhere, I'm still friendly.
I wouldn't call her my favorite but we still after more than 30 years are still friends. My daughter's mother.
Of course.. !! The one i truly loved
I sort of do. It's bizarre.
I don't even have an Ex..
My ex wife. We get along great.
Yes, of course, only one!
Yes he's on here
Yes!
No. not really
Absolutely.
Nope definitely not
Yes i do
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