my ex broke up with me after our first fight. I tried to apologize and calm him down, even though i was hurt too but he refused to calm down. He was so mean to me and just left. He came and got his things and that was that. I stopped talking to him.
4 days after the breakup, I seen he was back on the dating site again. It really made me want to ask him why did he want to leave. I asked was it the fight, because we never really talked about it. He even said the fight wasn't that bad he just didn't want to be in a relationship right now because he felt it was moving too fast. The relationship was initiated because he asked. I never made the first move on anything, everything we did was because that's what he wanted. I asked him if he wanted to see other people, he said no. I asked if he wanted me to potentially be with someone else, he said no. So I asked, "well why would you leave?" He had no real answer. He asked could we still be friends but i told him no, I'm not his option. I was hurt really bad because he was saying mean things too that i won't disclose here but one thing he said was "i can't be this involved with someone in short time". I cried and asked how could he leave so easily, can he at least hug me and tell me goodbye. He said no, hung up, and blocked me.
The next day i called him from a different number. He was SO mean and rude. I just didn't want to leave off like that from yesterday. I mistakingly asked was he seeing someone else and he was rude with his answer but said no. I apologized. He told me he has something to do and i hung up thinking we would talk later. I found out i was blocked again later that day. i contacted him AGAIN from ANOTHER number, asking for respect because this is wrong. He blocked me and i stopped. I feel soooooooo ridiculous. i was just hurting and his lack of care for me and closure really made me act out of character. i wonder will i ever get the apology i deserved because of my actions.
