Break Up & Divorce

How do you deal with a 5 year break up? Please read this all, do you think he is abusive too?

I’ve been with this man for 5 years. He meant everything to me and I really did love him. However we had this fight back in December over something extremely stupid. Seems like he resented me for it. Very strange though because we were working on getting better.

Our days have been so much fun. We were happy. Two days after Valentine’s Day, he randomly says he doesn’t love me anymore, completely ghosts, ignores, and blocks me leaving me with nothing to say. At first I thought this was one of his moods, (considering he is a schizophrenic) but I was wrong. I tried messaging him on multiple accounts for days wondering what was wrong. Got no answers.

However, I saw he was talking about me behind my back calling me a “stalker” when I was only trying to message him. Suddenly I see he posts a picture holding hands with some girl. I ended up freaking out and went down on him telling him how he cheated and how betrayed I was from him. He blocked me there too made his account private so I couldn’t even see. 2 days later, now today, I texted him one more time asking him, why did you do this to me, to us? you told me I was your everything, your babygirl and that you would protect me? how could you break my heart?

I ended up getting a reply, but a very bad one at that. He sends me a picture of the woman on his lap. (She’s very ugly I might add, had nothing on me and he knows it) Anyway, they both held the middle finger up at me and were being very mean and I snapped back at them too. Later blocked them from how betrayed I was.

I felt like he’s been cheating on me for longer than Valentine’s Day, what do you guys believe? Does it make any sense on how we were happy then he switches up? He was always mine and so loyal and loving to me. How could he have changed this fast when no fighting was going on?

Not only that but in our good times it was great. However, he was extremely controlling in the way I dress and even video games also. He always thinks he’s right too.
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The big fight back in December was because I played a video game without him and made some TikToks on it. I didn't talk to men on there, I didn't cheat, nor did I go out with anyone.

If he really loved me, and wanted this to work, he wouldn't have done this right? I didn't deserve this. For I accepted him for his mental illness and worked with him the best I could. He betrayed me.
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He treated me as a person without feelings and his little ugly girl played along with it too.

Why do you think he did this to me? If we were doing better, talking about our future, having fun, why did he betray and break my heart?

Does he sound abusive? Is it him as a person? Or does his schizophrenia play a part of it?
How do you deal with a 5 year break up? Please read this all, do you think he is abusive too?
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