Am I The Moster or Is He part.3 (monster)?

Mitsamono
Like I said the girl he knew was gone (as in the part of me that loved him) because he killed her and her existence lead to me crying on the floor calling my bsf saying that I loved him and junk. College was a doosy I found out that I was pretty attractive and a lot of guys would Date me my "boyfriend" was my ex at this time and we didn't talk much... until... I initiated recontact because this idiot missed a family feeling and he felt like home. He didn't want to date and I didn't even ask... so I was still talking to college guys and I ended up loosing my V card. I don't believe in secrets with people you care for so I told him my virginity was gone... He got angry and I was confused bc how was he mad when he didn't even want me before all this happened? He was hurt and that day... we started dating. I agreed to date but I shouldn't have. I was a college girl in her prime and I was a changed woman at that not because of the loss of my virginity but because of him.

He realized that I was a good girl before, when i cared more about him, during the time I was in college. He realized that he was fucked up but by this time I had become damaged goods of almost 2 years of him hurting me. One time I begged him not to hurt me again and he did. He started being better because of his realization but he had done this before and ended things by taking my soul...

I wasn't out for revenge but revenge took place... I had a really good friend and I... while I was dating my boyfriend... I had cheated with said friend... but i tried to break up with my boyfriend after telling him everything. But he would say no knowing that no and him crying and pulling at my heat strings would make me cave and stay in the relationship. I stayed but I kept trying to explain that the whole idea was bad. He ignored me. I cheated with that friend a few more time while consistently trying to break up with my boyfriend. He would persistently fight for me and all. To be continued.
Am I The Moster or Is He part.3 (monster)?
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