We've been apart now for about a working week 5 day's. It feel's weird. We did everything together. I guess she felt that I was clingy too. I'm sorry, :( she was all I had. I knew I would loose her just like all the others so hence yea I wanted to spend what little time I got to with her, she worked she has kid's with her ex, well now boyfriend again, and I got her to realize she is worth something and go to college, then she ditches me and goes back with him. Ya we got into some disagreement's but nothing that couldn't be worked out with some patience on both of our part's. IDK.. I'm very confused, very hurt. And very depressed.
She just up and disappeared the last night I spent in the apt all by myself which she never did, I knew what was going on at 3am it hit me I wanted to vomit. :(. I still feel sick to my stomach :(. Even as I type this.
I've tried writing her a letter, I gave it to her mom, she through it away :(. I poured my heart into that letter honestly and she didn't care. :(
I know this is the second post of mine about my troubles, but I really need help, and I really need a friend seeing as I have zero :(. Since right after this hole situation me and my so called best friend got into an argument over something very stupid, and not even worth it. So I lost him as well as her.
This is the second time I've had a girl promise me she wouldn't hurt me like this, then do exactly that, cheat on me and then ditch me. She came back the next morning, and handed me my stuff and said where done and I asked if there was someone else she said her ex, and that was the height of it. She thanked me as I left for the good times we had together. I just don't get it. Then call me leave nasty messages? Saying I did things I didn't do? Like burning tires at 1am? Call me and say I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't drive by when I don't. I was an hr away moping by my lonesome as usual.
The only two things I heard from her last where, what I put above, and come get the rest of your things I found I'd appreciate it. Which wasn't many cause I had packed it up the night before, I knew it was coming. I had that gut feeling.
So now what? I feel like crap and she just is on cloud 9 :( that's a great thing to do to a guy that took you on a 2,000 mile trip for 3 day's with your kid's and that was trying to accept your children as his own. :(.
I need hugs,&friends
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