I've been in 2 dates no boyfriend yet! That's it... two different guys who didn't understand my feelings. Daydreaming of a lover by your side. I met both online and met in person. I was awkward on those dates and these guys only made me feel worse saying to chill and the only thing I should worry about is when I live on my own. I guess no man wants to deal with a sufferer and they only look for that freaky girl on tinder. Maybe these guys didn't understand my situation or honestly I was a huge turn off. I still remember me swiping left to right on tinder or on other dating apps and when I chatted and we got to know each other then I would mention what i deal with everyday and they lost interest. So you tell me is dating apps a great way to find love if you deal with mental illness or is better to just wait for that day that you bump to your future lover in the school hallway?