He never wants to meet up with me though and if he does it's on his terms.
We met up like 4 times before nd he became distant after every single meet up.
But I thought this time would be diff cause he actually has feelings, I don't think it is in my head I can see it in his eyes nd it just kills me that he won't just succum to them.
he told me he fucking loves me when we wee in bed together (we didn't have sex he was too drunk for that)
I really really like him and it's so hard to move on I've tried so many times even last summer I went months without him and I still missed him and couldn't move on.
I told him I need some kind of consistency like I'm happy to do casual if I at least get to see him once/ twice a month. And he told me it bothered him me meeting up with or having sex with other guys so we both agreed not to.
After our last meet up he faded again wouldn't go to the cinema like he promised and told me not to panic il see him again but then another girl was flirting with him nd I freaked out and then he blocked me off chat nd told me not to contact him he needs time I sort his head out.
I didn't give him the time I freaked out nd said shit I shudnt have when I was drunk.
he eventually replied to me nd now he's denying everything his wall, his feelings he said he dosnt know If their true and he's gone back on our agreement to meet up
nothing makes sense