Hey guys so I just had my first kiss like 15 minutes ago. And basic line it wasn't that great. I mean I didn't expect it to be perfect... well that's a lie im a girl I dream about it. Anyways this guy I like and I were in my car cuddling un the back. He had the lines perfect and executed the pre kiss awesomely. The actual kiss was sloppy and like I kinda froze and then was like how do I do this? Then I just kinda started moving my lips and sucking and weird moving. Like were weren't in sync at all. And I laughed because it was awkward and bad during the kiss so he smiled and laughed and stopped then went inside to go to bed. Were pretty comfortable with each other and are basically dating just haven't called it that. So I was gonna comment right after that "that was bad" but laugh so it was more sincere. But he also can take things bad sometimes so I felt I shouldn't. I feel bad though because I'm inexperienced and he is plenty experienced, so he's probably in bed just thinking, "wow she sucks at kissing and that was horrible", so I'm just freaking out about it. Honestly the kiss may have been less bad then im saying because im all hyped up now and pumped because it was my first kiss so i didn't know what to expect/know what it would feel like. Plus I had just ate Chinese food and didn't feel good. Yumm... But what should I do? Should I tell him that was my first kiss so sorry if it sucked, should I just continue for our next kisses and then learn as we go?(which I feel bad because he has to suffer through teaching me). Should I tell him to practice with me? What do I do?
Is it bad that we haven't kissed since I posted this?