Most Helpful Guy
It's perfectly normal to want to touch and explore, but you have to remember to protect yourself and almost be ready for the worst, because that's what boys are after. Are you prepared to have sex with him? Because when you put yourself in this situation, that's exactly what you're gearing towards. The type of surprise that he's got planned for you is not something you're going to be ready for at fifteen. And even if you're not ready, doesn't mean they aren't and your 'suggestions' that you don't want to have sex completely get thrown out the window. I'm not saying he's a sex fiend and only wants to have sex, and he might be a good guy, but that doesn't excuse you from putting him in that situation as well. It's best to define quite clearly what is appropriate sexually and stick to it. What he's talking about is stuff married people do because they've reach that point in the relationship where it's appropriate to express each other sexually.
Most Helpful Girl
I believe, @Mariek_335, that he cares enough about you Unconditionally and Whatever he may see with thee, is Something special that he will Adore, even Love handles and all, because he is A... Boyfriend.
He has been with you this long and Knows what he Likes and what he Sees it's quite clear here, dear, that he wants to love a little more.
However, don't do Anything you do not Feel 'Comfortable' in doing because you want to please him and not just Tease him. When you are Ready for everything you are Feeling, and even if is Feeling good about your own body, then go ahead and make the move.
I would even say, 'First time tomorrow,' should be 'First time' for nursing and nurturing with Some... Just exploring.
Good luck. xx