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Almost 24 and never had a boyfriend?

I know its sound so weird... but my life... i ruined it, let me tell you, i was sick during my teen years and i was 17 when i could ''live'' again, my body was scarred of the treatment so i was very shy and insecure untill i was 20 about my body, i kept pushing guys away, i also lived with my mom and she was VERY CONTROLLING like i couldnt live a normal life without her bothering me and making me feel insecure about myself, i still live with her at 23 simply because i chose to focus on my study, i wish i did left tho that would have saved me... im going to be 24, in 3 months, i did had sexual flings like two but no actual sex and i just feel like an outsider and weird and im scared i won't make friends or guys will think im nuts for being single this long, like im crazy or something, im just not in a stable situation to date and whenever someone asks me about my dating history i get ashamed and run away... am i freak? i just cannot date while im living at home because even tho my mom says she doesn't control... she does in ways like undermining me and making me feel guilty for leaving her, she is very bitter and mean,,... help? am i weird,
Almost 24 and never had a boyfriend?
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