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Was it horrible that I cried in front of my crush?

I am a guy too. I liked this girl for so long, I knew I couldn't get her and nothing would work (she is very nice to me). So today I was trying to ask her out to date during a lunch period. But as I was talking, my voice crack and then I started to tear up. I was trying so hard not to cry, but I couldn't till I swelled and tears came down running. I was crying while her friends and cousin was their. I didn't want to attract people, and just started crying more till it was unbearable. I notice a people looking, and I wasn't trying to attract people. I just kept crying because I couldn't do nothing with her. I had no chance before I even tried, we are so incompatible. Sooner or later, amy crush suddenly was talking to me but I barely could do anything because I'm crying. I keep telling it's not OK that I like you but incompatible. It's not OK that I like you for 8 months. I went on and on till I said I'm sorry for crying and I don't want you to feel sympathy for me. She then did something I never expected, she gave me a big squeeze and told me it's OK to cry and try not to hold your feelings. At that moment, a teacher got me. Skipping details, I was at home extra early wondering how did I cry out of nowhere.

Was it good or bad that I cried?
Was it horrible that I cried in front of my crush?
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