My boyfriend and I have been dating for a while. The reason I initially fell in love with him is because he was a decent and polite man who loved me. At first he would often tell me about celebrities and model he found attractive and while I felt insecure I never said anything. It is okay to have a crush on a celebrity. Our first big fight happened after he sent me a vide of a girl in sports bra and booty shorts that said "Latina" dancing suggestively. At first i got mad because as a Latina myself felt that he was objectifying my race. He just said he liked the shorts and it meant nothing. I also told him i didn't like when he talked about Kylie Jenner and all these instagram model or when he sent me their publications. After a while I realized that he followed a lot of instagram models with abnormally huge boobs and butts posing in bikini, naked, lingerie, dancing, etc. That and the conversation about celebrities started making me jealous, uncomfortable, and insecure. I was never a insecure person and I never envied other woman's bodies, now that I do I hate the feeling of it. I would also like to note that he is very jealous and gets mad when I hang out with guys, wear short summer dresses, or post bikini pictures. And I get mad because my pictures, my clothes, and my body are normal, they are nowhere near as sexual as the girls he follows. I know my insecurities are my problem, but I hate the feelings he makes me feel. And I hate the fact that he keeps looking at this oversexualized girls, since I liked him because he was a decent polite man.