My background story: I was diagnosed on the Asperger's end of the autism spectrum so I have always been mildly socially awkward, but I have aspired to get better. The only and first girl I dated was when I was 24, I liked her but I guess she wasn't really who I was attracted to. And I never quite got to do anything sexual yet, I'm a 29 year-old virgin so far. I might be semi-"involuntarily celibate", hope that it doesn't get to the point where that is my fixed fate for life. I know I sound shallow with this too, but sometimes I just wish it were as simple to pick a partner that matches your own preferences like you would pick a favorite dish on a restaurant menu.
Now with the Covid stuff and general condition of society getting worse and worse, after that one girl ended I have not had another date since and it is silently making me frustrated. It looks like it will never end now and will in fact get a new dark ages. The next president and his party wants to enact God knows what kind of new restrictions and strife. I feel like my life could potentially be over. Not just dating either, but all other things too.
I wish I had a time machine so bad. I want to cry inside my mind.
Now with the Covid stuff and general condition of society getting worse and worse, after that one girl ended I have not had another date since and it is silently making me frustrated. It looks like it will never end now and will in fact get a new dark ages. The next president and his party wants to enact God knows what kind of new restrictions and strife. I feel like my life could potentially be over. Not just dating either, but all other things too.
I wish I had a time machine so bad. I want to cry inside my mind.
