I wanna meet my boyfriend bc I dont wanna lose interest?

Tala444
So i [20F] in a ldr with boy [20M] we did not meet yet he used to want to meet me and now everytime i ask him he make excuses that he study, i study too where he lives and everyday i go there, i want to meet him , i told him this would me the last week if we dont meet i wil leave. The problem here is that i love my boyfriend but i dont wanna lose interest in him cause i always remember my old crush that i still remember when he complimented my eyes (the only time we talked) . And i cry sometime , i cry when i remember my old crush and see his photos on insta i cry too bc i wanna meet my boyfriend what should i do? Please help me
I wanna meet my boyfriend bc I dont wanna lose interest?
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