Already have race-based image issues that I am working on. Part of it is steeped in reality but there is a part of it that is not. It's hard being the only person that looks like you in a space. Men in tech aren't attracted to black women (only white or Asian women from what I know). Or maybe even if they are, they assume I am not. I am not sure.
I have considered freezing my eggs and finding out alternative methods of having kids. I wish I wasn't like this but I just am.
This is me currently. With mascara and no face makeup or anything so you can see pores and freckles.
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