I’m depressed over her and don’t know what to do?

Anonymous
I met this girl almost a full 9 months ago and I honestly became obsessed with having her in my life. Initially, I wasn’t physically attracted to her and she still isn’t my physical type but something about her made me really fall for her.
I’m not a lesbian but I’m coming to terms that I’m bi. W met a first time at work but weren’t really close then she left the job. The second time she came back we were super close. We struck up a teasing relationship and she would tease me a lot which annoyed me honestly. One day I didn’t come into work in the greatest mood and she kept asking me if I was ok and that I could talk to her. I then started to like her around this time.
There were a rollercoaster of feelings and interactions over the next 8 months that resulted in me being extremely excited to go to work and see her. Sometimes I felt that she felt the same way. She would steal little touches and come off super jealous of who I was dating.
Recently we found out she had to leave our job for a promotion Before I found out, I felt like she had been kind of distancing herself from me but I also thought I was being paranoid.
After she broke the news I told her congratulations and everything. Later that day she told me that she cared about me. There was some stuff that transpired that caused a rift and on our last day I was told she wanted to take pictures with everyone including me but she thought I hated her. In our pic she grabbed me for a bear hug and wrapped her arms around my back and pulled me close. I could feel her heartbeat rlly fast. She told me goodbye afterwards and said we might not ever see each other again. She didn’t do this with anyone else in their pics. Just ours. It’s been a month since she left and I miss her so much and find myself thinking about her everyday. What do I do?
I’m depressed over her and don’t know what to do?
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