I want to get married on day but I reject every guy that wants to date me because it feels so uncomfortable and weird. I don’t like getting to know men, it feels draining and I always find a reason to reject them even if they’re perfect I just can’t stand them being attracted to me and I’m expected to just like him and be flirty and it just feels gross honestly (childish I know but that’s the truth) I’ve never had a real boyfriend for this same reason. It’s 100% worse when they approach you with romantic intentions it makes me feel nauseous it’s very different if I like them first or were friends but I can never make casual connections with guys. How do you get over the initial ill feeling of talking to guy and actually figure out if you’re interested?
Getting to know guys who are interested in me makes me feel ill and gross, I hate it but I want to relationship. What to do?
