Help my family are all married and pregnant and I’m alone?

My dream is have my own family, I want many babies , I’m 27 and desire move out in few months but I don’t want live alone I want live with a man share life together 😔

at the family parties ALL girls show up with a boyfriend husband , babies , and I’m the only girl alone. It’s year after year I remain alone & I now look stupid & family now are questioning me am I married? And think I’m using drugs or a whore sleeping with random men or lesbian.

but no one understands that I have a curse from god since I was 13 all boys I like reject me , men don’t want be my official boyfriend , deny meet family, the only guy I dated in life was a fuckboy that hid me from friends family deny meet family. On dating apps I’ve talked to hundreds of men and all only want sex.
One lied how we’ll go for beach date & how he wanted a girlfriend then ghosted me when it was time for the date.

only 2 people sounded serious and want meet family & religous & they were attractive but they looked EXACTLY like the fuckboy I dated that used me, and I moved on from that guy so I have no interest my new partner have his same face & body& eyes. That’s creepy.

im in love with one guy I see daily at my school. But progress is slow. And I don't know what will happen coming months for us. We haven’t had any kiss no text no Flirts yet just talking in person like an emotional connection first.
but my future is not secured cuz I don't know if he’ll live with me meet family ever ask to be his girlfriend.
😔I’ve met church guys before online but they r Picky & I don’t talk about Jesus and church & one didn’t want baby anytimesoon like I do he was 26 still in college so he was wrong one too. He wanted a girlfriend for 5 years waste time no marriage.

Help my family are all married and pregnant and I’m alone?
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