Dating

What am I feeling is it a crush deeper than that and how do I make it go away?

There's this man that I believe Ie developed a crush on or at least I thought it was a crush but it's been lingering for 6 months now I figured by now if I ignored it the feelings would die but they've only gotten worse

I'm always so excited when I see him and nervous when he close to me I can't help but smile when I see him. His voice is so soft it makes me feel warm inside. And his hickory Brown eyes just look so gentle and comforting. I love seeing his nervous little smile and him biting his lip it's so cute that his eyes dart around the room or his fingers twitch I always want to reach out and take his hand.

He's very timid but he's so sweet he seems like he always just appears next to me when I need help. And I love listening to him when he talks about literature or I love when I can actually make him laugh not the he's nervous laugh his real genuine laugh.

I know he has some bad confidence issues and honestly I want to remind him how amazing he actually is. I think about him constantly everything from his nervous smile and his long pianist like fingers to his favorite movie and drink. I want to put that real smile on his face and keep it there however I can.

I get that it's silly but is this a crush and what can I do to get rid of my feelings for him

What am I feeling is it a crush deeper than that and how do I make it go away?
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