What An Existential Crisis Feels Like

[ENTP_EMO]

Hi G@G,

An Existential Crisis Feels Confusing that's what.
Am I mad?
Am I alone?

Am I too deep you've lost me through the cracks of the floor?

Story

I work 100 hours a week since last week, months before that it was around 50/week. I'm trying to get 2 companies off the ground, I procrastinate 80 hours of it this week, I know how to fix it, but I have no vision/motivation so I don't care. I know how to get there from step 1 to the finish line and how to do it effectively. I know I can work 20 hours a week if I organize my resources and get an assistant which I used to have. I should hire another one. But I've been using programs to try and automate things but either way,

I just can't seem to care. See? My logic goes flying out the window already.

I'm going to fight myself now

I've started companies before and failed so hilariously, I kept laughing until one became successful. Then I sold it during a depressive phase because I don't want to do anything. All caused by an extremely painful breakup. But I'm over that now.

I don't fear perseverance. Been broke a few times. Broke right now lol. Got back up many times.
But this time I just don't care. No inspiration. It's funny how I know to efficiently get from 0 to 100. I can probably write 100 Mytakes on that. It took me 5 years through trial and error to learn and adjust it to my needs. Still got a lot to learn though

$$$ no longer became a motivation (which is something I know a long time ago), so I shift it to girls (Which works for 2 weeks before I realized how stupid it is). Now I work for no reason and just wait until the weekend, randomly getting dinner/sex during the week and party all weekend.

My life.

Here's a free tip for reading this far sexy.

Tip#1
I learn new things constantly (to an above average-high level) so I got that going for me. That's not a skill I was born with, anyone can do that. I do that very efficiently, maybe a month or so. Barely spent an hour. Everyone who's not doing this is missing out. I might do a Mytake on this later.

But.....
I feel like a waste of space. I can't seem to have that love for humanity like Elon Musk(lol). Nor do I care about crushing the competition as I do before. I only seem to have intuition. I know how to develop it, but I don't care.

My solution is to find a loving girlfriend, but how long will this last. The power of love? will fix my problems? Or the power of hugs? lol

@Tohhhru hold me because things are about to get degenerate.

I haven't seen my dates for a few days now, rarely messaging them, I don't care lol. I was just sleazing on girls randomly all day yesterday, trying to hook up with this chick on Reddit because I'm weird like that okay (no u).

Then I left her on read because I was too busy responding on G@G LMFAO. All of this while tindering/bumbling/Coffee bagel with mostly me talking smack with little interest because it was a Tuesday and most of them work. I was even trying to pick up on Pornhub to see if I can! ( i think you can lol).

Thee apps are awesome for conversations lol (and for....you know)

@LegateLanius Your thoughts right now

Life sucks when you have no reason to get up every morning except for weekends when it's party time yo! This procrastination wasn't so bad before, but right now with no vision, no desire like I once had.

The only thing that remained the same is my love for learning. I didn't go to college/university though lol. I did do some short courses there I thought were interesting.

Could this be a result of information overload? dark triad tendencies kicking in? G@G's fault?
No, I can solve those issues, but I just don't care. I can't see my vision anymore.

Here's another tip, this ones on me.

Tip #2:
Stick important notes all over your house(Or whatever you must do) so you never forget what you learned. Because there's no point in learning something if you're going to forget it.

I'm currently trying to organize a swinger's party for tonight but it's Wednesday lol. I've never been to one. Or I might go on a dinner date just to get out of the house (joking I'm not moving anywhere, she has to come here!). I'll decide within the hour. I'll most likely go on my date, I miss her company. I also need some fresh air.

Anyways, I felt a lot better after writing it down. (This is Tip #3 for reading till the end)

Yes, this is not what I normally preach people to talk about themselves and I realize there are a lot of negative languages. Beating yourself up is not good. Yeah, I can probably structure my mytakes better and edit it so it's easier to read. But...I don't....care.

Thanks for reading.

#ExistentialCrisis
#CantDeal
#EntpEmoHasGoneMad
#Tips

Follow me if you want to see me go mad slowly.

Have A Good day Everybody.

I need to go...think.

[Aguysopinion4799]

Dunno how to respond to this so I will leave you with just this I guess? :p

[ENTP_EMO]

I will get that influencer!

[Aguysopinion4799]

Will you? :D

[ENTP_EMO]

My responses have improved. (i insult and sleaze 20% less now) My questions are normal. My takes are promoted. Getting there!

[Aguysopinion4799]

We'll see dude... We'll see ;)

[NEW_YUKI]

!!! !!! !!!

[ENTP_EMO]

DEEP aye

[meowcow]

You must be a liberal.

The main objective of any lifeform, whether its people, other animals or plants... is to reproduce. Nature has evolved this process to be pleasurable for humans. Find someone to love, fuck their brains out, lots of orgasms, and produce offspring that looks like you, and who will cling onto you and love you.

It's not that complex of a formula. In the past, men and women found the most meaning when they came home to their families. Because people are fulfilled when they are loved by others, and have someone to love.

Liberal, feminists, and progressive ideas have poisoned this idea of the family unit.

Feminists tell women that they don't need a man. That marriage is equivalent to jail time. That having children and being a mother is a disgraceful way to live. Instead, feminists advocate for promiscuous sex, and living for yourself and not for anyone else.

Liberals also poison the family unit in similar ways. They rejoice non-traditional marriages. Gay and lesbian couples are apparently something to be applauded. Single parent families (particularly single mothers) are applauded for being "courageous". Liberals also promote abortion, which is the murder of infants.

When people live in such a society, many of them end up following this formula:
1. Grow up in a single parent household or divorced family.
2. Spend their teenage and early 20's having as much sex with as many people as possible, but not settling for a long-term relationship.
3. Go to college or university to do a bachelors, masters, and doctoral degree.
4. Exit college or university... when they are 25-30. Rush to find a job. Stll no relationship.
5. After working for several years, the person is now 30-35 years old. No relationship. Realizing that it will take a couple more years to find a relationship, have it stabilize, and possibly marry... that means they will be 35-40 when they get married. Too late to have kids...

Outcome #1 - The person remains single. Working all day. Coming home alone. Eating dinner alone. Sleeping alone. And feeling sorry for themselves, and feeling like they have no purpose in life except to work.

Outcome #2 - The person finds a partner. But it's too late to have kids. Both people work. Come home and eat together. Sleep together. And... buy a dog. They still feel like they have no purpose in life, except to work and care for their dog.

That is the epidemic you see today.

For those who ended up marrying and having children, they are often much more happy with life, and do not question their existence. Their purpose is to care for their child... just like nature intended.

But if you say this, you are a woman-hater who wants to keep women in the home and restrict their freedom. But the odd thing is, women today have their freedom to do whatever they want, and they are among the saddest, most depressed generation in mankind's history.

[relatively-curious]

Ok.. So.. Where is that party gonna be? Lmao. Fr though look im in the exact same place in life but with differing shall i call them "effects". For instance, even though I'm desperate for companionship or to just I don't know for 2seconds feel like maybe I'm important to someone, I can't seem to reach out. Like I have tools my boyfriend but they donut listen and shrugged it off as"a phase" bc I'm currently unemployed (having recently graduated with my bachelors). But it's more than that, it is Infinite. Like nothing feels sincere to me anymore. It's kinda scary the dark places I've been letting it take me here lately tbh.
And i used to kings be like u, searching for ways too feel something, anything for even a minute... But that to had become to much for me.. The faking interest, the half hearted smiles.. So.. Yea. Not sure why i thought responding to ur message would make me feel battery but it didn't and I'm holding back the urge to delete the entire thing now.. Look if you figure out how to crawl outta the hole, let me know what methods worked well for u, ok? I think i really need the help

[LegateLanius]

#HoraHoraAliceWantsToGoTrickOrTreatingButLukaDontWannaGo
Fairly interesting. It works for some but not for others and every method should therefore be met with that caveat.

[ENTP_EMO]

Thank you.

I'm more interested in your hast tag tho lol

[Tohhhru]

*holds you

[ENTP_EMO]

[Tohhhru]

😂 man sorry 3 gay for me

[ENTP_EMO]

that's not gay, your picture means one of us has to have a sex change. Lol

[Tohhhru]

there's nothing hetero about that gif

[Aguysopinion4799]

[Anonymous]

In my exper... suspicion, this guy is probably the biggest blue bs'er on here. BS on blue bs'er...

That's right, I'm anon, deal with it.

[blubblubblub]

it's okie entp

[ENTP_EMO]

okie :)

[Secretgardenblood]

Good take.

[LeoElias]

Crazy, great mytake

[NovissimumVirorum]

Been there

[Anonymous]

it's going to be ok brother