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You make me feel hard to love.

dear love of my life :i love how we smile when we make eye contact , i love how you pull me closer with your strong arms , i love how you smile to me , i love that you always found me funny , i love that you're diffrent , i love how we always talk with looking deep in each others eyes , i love when you flirt with other girls cause i love when you're charming people like they were challenges , i love when you treat me like i was yours when i'm with a guy , I LOVE YOU . i don't love it when you treat me like your thing and take me for granted , i don't love it when you drag me down . now 3 years that i love you but you just don't , you can only love yourself .i'm scared , so scared that you're gonna be the only person i would love for the rest of my life cause you make me feel hard to love .


dear familiy : mom , i know that it's not the life that you dreamed of , and i'm not the daughter that you dreamed of . but all along you made me feel like i was begging you to love me and you're aswering "when you deseve it " , i'm not your bunching ball , i'm not a "whore " or a "weirdo" for choosing a different path i feel like i'm a shame and a regret more that your daughter . dad , stop blaiming me to not love you and not spending time with you when you were the one how's nowhere to be seen , stop beleiving that the only way to have authority is to make us live under the fear , i just can't love both of you and you make me feel hard to love and never enough and i guess all i'm looking in a guy is this reject that i'm so used to it .

you make me feel hard to love .



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You make me feel hard to love.
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