Losing my heart and soul💔

[cjgsu]

How do you put into words the pain I feel right now from a wound that is so fresh and so deep.

How can anyone heal from this kind of hurt?

My heart my soul is gone. Never to smile with me again.

Never can I hold her tight, tell her about my ups and downs.

Never hear her advice that has always been just what I needed to hear.

She gave me life, raised me, taught me the values that makes me the person I have become.

She was my inspiration, an example of how to treat people.

I just knew you would always be there for me.

How will it be when I look in the stands and not see my biggest fan cheering me on for the first time?

Who will be there for me on my wedding day?

Since losing you 2 days ago, life hasn't been the same.

The sun shines less, the cold hurts more. Getting out of bed feels impossible.

Nobody and nothing could ever have prepared me for losing my mother, my bestfriend and my inspiration.

I will always love you and dedicate everything I do to you.

[Niya2006]

I'm not going to pretend I know what you are going through right now because I don't.
I'm so sorry about your mom , I'm sorry you had to go through all of that.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

[cjgsu]

*Big hugs* 💞💞💞

[Niya2006]

*huge hugs *

[Niya2006]

Thanks for MH

[cjgsu]

💞💞

[JoyGirl]

🤗🤗🤗

[cjgsu]

Thank u ily💞

[JoyGirl]

I am always here for ya. 💜

[JoyGirl]

Thank you for the MHO, hun. 💜
Love ya. 💜

[cjgsu]

💞💞💞

[cjgsu]

Luv u 2

[Xcommunicated]

Yeah, I’ve been there more times than I can count. People say it gets easier. It really doesn’t. Your heart will scab over eventually. You’ll put one foot in front of the other. The pain will slowly fade into the background but some events will bring it crushing back to the front. You’ll wonder why it happens. Could be a sight, smell, holiday, or just picking up a phone to call him/her.
I feel for you. My brother passed away at the holidays a few years ago. Every year about this time I get a little sad. Just like Memorial Day when I remember fallen friends. one of my friends died doing my job when I was away due to promotion. I’ll never forgive myself. Hang in there. Maybe this will help: the whole movie is great but 7:00 is just what dr ordered for you. It sounds like your mom not a spouse, but death can cut very deeply and that advice has gotten me through many, many deaths. You may never get over it, but sometimes, if you’re lucky you can forget... sometimes. just honor mom’s wishes how would she want you to behave? What would she say? Honor her by how you choose to work through this. Prayers and God grant you peace.

https://www.youtube.com/embed/koHEMhRc0MM

[chriscdi]

just cause they lost their life doesn't mean they lost their soul, the body goes back to where it started, into dust but the soul isn't gone, you'll reunite with your family, but right now you have your memories which is whats important and you'll have them until you reunite, you won't fully heal from this but you'll learn to live with the pain until the pain eventually turns into strength, you'll be alright, the best thing about it is that death is the beginning of their second everlasting life, no sufferment, no pain, no negativity, i know that even tho it hurts you that they are no longer here on earth but whatever negative emotions and negativity they were going through before is no longer in them and by you living your life you will make them proud if you haven't already, they aren't gone if they aren't forgotten. 🙏🏽💯

[cjgsu]

Thank you. That was very kind

[ohshee]

I jope your sitting down,,, You are so ducking beautiful you are so real all I can hear and feel is someone pulling on my shirt and saying I did good that's my girl I am so proud her and your the onlybone that can hear me so tell her please and that im with her everday she misses you and is so very proud al i know is that its a lady and i can't even see anything because of all the tears running down my face who ever it is she loves you and thanks you for being you you are blessed

[cjgsu]

Thank you. You are very kind

[Ally247]

I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through right now, it's one of my worst fears. I'm so sorry for your loss, if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me. I'm sure she's so incredibly proud of the woman you've become, and the woman you'll grow to become, never forget that.

[cjgsu]

Thank you so much 💞💞

[Ally247]

❤❤❤❤

[lanadelrey25]

I don't know any back story, but I am so sorry. I've never lost a friend but I've lost family and I know how bad it hurts. Time will hopefully heal your wounds, I am here for you and sending lot's of love your way. <3 <3

[lanadelrey25]

I must've overlooked that this was your mother, just realized when I reread it. I don't even know what to say. I'm am thinking of you girl. <3

[cjgsu]

Thank u ily💞

[lanadelrey25]

Thinking of you <3

[Brainsbeforebeauty]

My heart and thoughts go out to you and your family. And she'll always be with you, in your heart and your memories... And you know I'm always here if you need an ear, or a shoulder 🙏🏼❤️

[cjgsu]

Thank u ily💞

[Brainsbeforebeauty]

Aww hon, love you too
And just remember, a mother's love never dies, it's in everything she did for you, wanted for you, and it'll shine through in all your accomplishments...
https://youtu.be/1_O3jxxizSo

[bklynbadboy1]

Hey I know I joke around a lot. I'm writing this crying cause I know the pain your feeling all to well. When I lost my mom I felt the same way. my heart goes out to you and your family I'm so sorry for your loss. If you need anything and I mean anything. I'm here for you...🥺🥺🥺

[cjgsu]

Thank you💞

[Lynx122]

I don't know. I'm not that close to most people I have some good friends but when I'm somewhere else and we don't see each other for a while years even it's ok I don't feel that bad about it. It doesn't mean I don't wanna be their friend anymore or I don't value them but that's just how I am I can't focus on too much at once so as long as I have a few people around that are nice I'm fine.

But my mom is the person that will really hurt me when I lose her. She was such a good mom and we're still close now and I don't know what I'm gonna do. So I can't answer your question I'm sorry but I hope you manage to heal.

[Xavier16]

My prayers go out to you and your family🙏🏽 I am so sorry this had to happen to you if you ever need to vent or talk about anything u can PM me ill be here for you. R. I. H💔🖤

[cjgsu]

Thank you. I appreciate it

[Syrian_survivor]

I'm really sorry this happened, I can't imagine how you'd be feeling right now as it's my biggest fear, just remember that she's in a better place now and life goes on

I know we've never talked to each other before but from what I see you posting here, you're a kind-hearted person who's fun, chill, and very wise, you're steady and on the right path, I'm sure your mother was very proud of you before she left, and I think that's all she wanted to see.
Don't stop becoming a better stronger person, make her even more proud while she's up there, show everyone the amazing woman she was by carrying her message and love forward, those are her gift to you, keep them close and never forget them

You don't have to reply to this, I just hope you're feeling a bit better, loss is never easy, you have my prayers 🤲

[pajamasam]

This is so terrible im sorry for your loss. I can tell you and your mother obviously had a very close bond.

[cjgsu]

Thank you.

[GoodGuyBreakingBad]

I loss my Mom on 11/10/2003 and I know how feel and I give you my deepest sympathy on your loss 🙏

[cjgsu]

Thank u and I'm sorrt for ur loss

[GoodGuyBreakingBad]

@cjgsu Thank u 👼😇

[Sessy]

I'm really sorry about your mom
You can heal... part of healing is feeling and letting go when you're ready
Find a good support like family of friends that you can trust and can talk to
Just know that she will be there in the stands cheering you on and walking next to you on your wedding day, she'll be there with you every step of the way <3

[AlexDeLarge]

I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. Stay strong and always remember the good moments you had together. It may not seem like it now but it will get easier for you. Take care

[cjgsu]

Thank you

[TylerKuykendall]

I'm sorry for your loss. My parents are higher-risk with COVID-19, and although we're doing quite well in this pandemic, I couldn't imagine the pain that you're going through.

Death is not the end, however. She knows the secret now of what lies on the other side, and is looking forward to greeting you there someday. You're in my prayers.

[Liam_Hayden]

So sorry. Went through this when I lost my mom almost a year ago.

[cjgsu]

Thank u

[LEADFOOTboi]

i'm srry @cjgsu...

https://www.youtube.com/embed/l-NMuok7kdM

[JoJoiLL]

She will always be there for you. Close your eyes and you will see her face. Listen and you will hear her words. through her teachings and her love she has become a part of you forever.

[Agape93]

I’m sorry for your loss hon 😔

[cjgsu]

Thank u

[RandomLoser]

I have no idea what any of that meant but it still made me cry 😭