My mom thinks I feel entitled, but I am entitled, why she thinks that?

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Basically my mom kept on telling me, so does my sister, I think I'm entitled, I'm not I have problems to do with drinking and smoking, I stole my brother's cigarettes because I'm addicted. I stolen my mom's money once a few years ago, never paid her back, it was also to support my cigarette addiction. I have problems, it's not that I feel entitled, I'm an active smoker and I drink a-lot, although I haven't drink since almost two weeks, I was a heavy drinker, and I do think it's stupid however that she doesn't allow me to buy my own alcohol, she doesn't even gave me a chance because she doesn't care about me, and I taken her beers so many times, because why I would care how see feels, because she doesn't care about me, doesn't gave me an allowance, doesn't let me buy alcohol, none of that. I've used Alcohol in the past to coped with my depression, of-course the shit made things worse for me, I'm currently 10-day sober, but still somewhat, I'd say, have the craving for another drinking, I'm waiting till I'm two and half weeks sober on Friday next week to have a drink, and SHE DOESN'T ALLOWS ME TO BUY MY OWN! It would be easier for her and my step-dad to allow me but they're idiots, I'M A GROWN-ASS MAN! I CAN BUY WHATEVER I WANT! So basically I do think I'm entitled BECAUSE I AM! Because I worked hard to earned money from my money, and deserved to get whatever I get because I'm an adult, and she controls me, I'd say fuck her, I take shit from her not only I'm addicted, but it's easier this way, I'm entitled and addicted, she needs to know that the habits of smoking and drinking are hard to cope with, what you guys think?
My mom thinks I feel entitled, but I am entitled, why she thinks that?
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